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So this summer started off slow and not so good, but things are quickly looking up. Ricky was here for a while, but went back to Auburn today. He plans on returning at some point later though, which is great. Mykl is home all summer, working and taking some classes, so that means there will be no shortage of mischief and mayhem to be had.
New Goal in life: start working out to get back in shape. Go to Japan to compete in the Ninja Warrior competition. The only challenge that looks that hard would be the final challenge, the giant vertical spider climb/rope climb. The rest I think I could manage with training.
with that random side note....aside, I had fun this weekend, and really this whole week. I hung out with Ricky for most of it. Friday we went and hung out at his place, then met up with Patrick, Cara, Nick, Alex, Morgan, Jake and Raw at Applebees. We shut the place down. Literally, we were the last people to leave that place. The last night I crashed at Ricky's. We went and hung out with the gang at Pete's where we had a raging bonfire. Then a trip to Taco Bell, followed by a trip to Dre's to hang out and watch Office Space with Dre Chad Mykl Steven and some other guy I had never seen before. Weird ass random kids. Then me and Ricky stayed up all night playing Unreal Tournament. It was alot of fun.
Plagued and riddled by the bad dreams I had last night. Not really nightmares, but by no means good dreams. Unless good dreams involve you purposely driving your car into a wall when it is you and your good friend and an exgirlfriend in it. It was weird, but not the only weird dream. I had another one that was too weird for words. But that is not the kind of thing to share on somehting like this. That dream is being kept for myself.
I have started writing again. Which that doesn't really mean anything to anyone but me. But I have started writing agian, which is really good for me. It is helpful to say the least. I missed writing, so I am glad to have started back up with it. It is theraputic, and just plain fun for me.
heh....gotta love iTunes. This song seems somewhat appropriate for both the dreams and life in general.
Armor for Sleep ~ Car Underwater
I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.
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Tuesday, April 17th, 2007
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B-B-B-Bored. I'm sitting in blount class and it is pretty boring for today. Things could be worse though. *Insert terrible Jon Ezell VA Tech joke here.* The roast last night was funny, a lot of fun. Dance class not so much so. It is a fun class and all, but not when you dance with people that suck. So girl at work pulled a bitch move and quit on us. Callie is busy with her documentary so I am stuck working by myself tonight and Thursday night. That shit is going to suck balls....BAWLS!!!!! We are discussing this really weird book in class, but all I want to do is go back to bed....or start on reading Beckett's Endgame. Oh well, I guess it will happen soon enough....as in tomorrow. I guess I am just bored and trying to kill time. But that is enough for now.
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Thursday, March 8th, 2007
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So I am sitting in class right now both bored and a litle nervous. I am nervous because I have a test in political science this afternoon. I haven't been to class since the last test. I studied for the test a little and it seemed like simple enough stuff, so on the one hand I'm not that worried. But then again I haven't been to class so it makes me wonder if I may have missed something important in the random and stupid class discussions. But this class now is kind of boring to me because it is such a nice day outside and I just can't bring myself to concentrate on what is going on. It also doesn't help that I didn't get out of word until about 3:30 this morning. Bleh, work is slowly going to kill me. Oh well, its good experience and I need the cash.
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Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
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So it is 2 am just about. I only recently got home from work and out of the shower. It feels good to be clean. Anyhow, I am extremely excited about spring break. Time to catch up with some old friends. Then for the last weekend of it, its time to get drunk with one very good old friend. I am so very muchly looking forward to getting the hell out of Huntsvegas and heading to Auburn to chill with Ricky for St Patty's day. Tis going to be a great day!
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Tuesday, October 10th, 2006
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME BITCHES! IM TWO DECADES OLD!!!!!
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Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
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I can't make this update very big cause i have to leave for an interview soon. But this is just some random good news that I recieved this morning.
I got an e-mail from Dr. Hornsby. He said I will be re-admitted into the Blount Program.....
I'M BACK BITCHES!
anyways that is all for now. Bigger update to come.
Peace.
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Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
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I have decided that I am not going to update this journal that much anymore. I am still keeping it around so I can know what is going on with all my friends lives. I am moving to my secondary journal. The one that most of you didnt know I had. So that way I can limit the number of people that know whats going on in my head to the ones that have been there to help me the most when I needed it. If you want to know what it is, then you can try to find it. Or just call me and ask me in person and I may let you know. But regardless this is farewell for now.
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| Subject: | ugh... |
| Time: | 1:14 am. |
| Mood: |  exhausted. | | Music: | Atreyu ~ Bleeding Mascara. |
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Long LONG! fucking weekend kids. Full of both the ups and sadly the downs that I would have expected. it had more good moments then bad at least. getting to sleep now the earliest in a long time. Class isnt until 10 tomorrow. So that gives me some time to sleep well and shower before class. now, its off to bed before another long ass day.
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Thursday, January 5th, 2006
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oh wait. I meant to say Resolution. Oh well. Here is a random one that I definitly plan on doing.
Other random resolutions I have made for myself:
Cut down the amount of sodas I drink.
Drink more water.
Start sleeping regularly.
Start EATING regularly. (e.i. Three meals a day)
Exercise more often.
Put on some weight, I am way too skinny.
Cut down my smoking and eventually stop.
Go to class.
Pay attention in class.
Not get kicked out of Blount.
Keep my grades up, and raise my GPA.
Be nicer to everyone.
Stay sane this semester.
Go home a little more often.
Hang with Tyler more often.
Be there when my sister gives birth.
Shank someone in the Blount lobby.
Okay. Back from Montgomery. It was a lot of fun. Andrew forgot to ask his parents so I stayed with Callie and Lindsey. It was a lot of fun. We ran out of cash so we had a picnic Tuesday. The whole New Year's trip was amazing. I had so much fun but at the same time I am glad to be home now. I missed sleeping in my own bed. Unfortunatly I did not get to see Austin or Michele. My phone died the second day I was gone so I had no charger and could not call anyone. Oh well. I'll be back home in Tuscaloosa in a few days and I can see all my wonderful friends then.
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Friday, December 30th, 2005
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So these last few days have been a lot of fun. Been out with mykl and the guys the last few nights havin a blast. It has been great being back home. I missed it a lot. And I missed the guys too. Been great out with them the last few nights.
Funny random moment.
Me~ You know Amira, you really should listen to him[Mykl].
Amira~ You know Matt, you should really shut up and get the fuck out of here.
Mykl~ Baby, I've known him far too long for you to be telling him what to do.
That was one of the many funny moments of the night.
Other then that just been sitting around the house. Don't have my car anymore. The intake was leaking coolant so I'm having to get that replaced. Bummer. So my car is in the shop and we have no idea when I will be seeing it again. Boo. But hey some good news. Im going out of town for New Years. Lindsey is picking me up tomorrow morning and we are meeting the gang in Birmingham. So WOOHOO! That is going to be a lot of fun. Then we are headin to Montgomery for a couple of days to chill there with Callie and Wojo. And any other Montgomery people that want to hang with us. I suppose I will have to call Austin and Michele so I can at least say hi to them.
Regardless it is going to be a very fun weekend. I have no doubts in my mind about that.
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Monday, December 26th, 2005
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So Christmas has now come and passed and I must say it was a good one. Erick and Marissa came over the night before and crashed here. We did our normal ritual and woke up early and unwrapped the gifts and all that good stuff. Pretty good haul this year. Got a good amount of new clothes, which is nice cause I need some new pants. I also got a couple of new jackets which do indeed look very nice. Got an iPod shuffle, which kicks some serious ass. Got a calender and a new drinking game from the sis. I'll have to try that game out back at the dorm with the gang. Hell, or we could try it at new years assuming I'm allowed to go. Also got a couple of good movies (Garden State and Rudy). It was overall a good day. The annoying as hell aunt came over so I had to put up with her. Stuffed my face full of some delicious food and then proceeded to pass out until nowish. That is kind of sad though considering that I went to bed at 4 pm. This means that I slept for about 15 hours or so. Damn....I slept a lot. Oh well. It was a good day and thats all that matters. Hope everyone elses Christmas was absolutely amazing.
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Friday, December 23rd, 2005
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So I had a couple friends come into town for the holidays. My friends Derrick and Dylan are here from South Carolina. I was hoping to show them a good time but unfortunatly every night has turned into a bust and they are going back home tomorrow. We hung out with Mykl and the other boys for a bit last night. Then went to Marissa's apartment for a bit. Bought some things there and then headed to Shaun's house to chill. Shauns parents got pissed and kicked eveyone out before we even got there so we had nothing to do that night. Then tonight was supposed to be this awesome kickass party. And it sucked ass. It was so boring. So we found out about another party....no. not a party. A bunch of stupid rednecks standing out in a field drinking by a bonfire. My idea of stupid and NOT a fun time. So we ended up getting some food and coming back here. Both nights i have been home before 12:30. This is just fucking pathetic. And they leave tomorrow and I have yet to show them a good time. Too bad this isnt Tuscaloosa. Cause then i know they would have had fun. Oh well. they leave early tomorrow morning. Then the day is mine alone. I have some shopping I need to get taken care of early on. I have one more gift to buy for a friend and then I have to get something for Erick. I have no idea what to get for that guy. Video games are too expensive. Clothing for him is too expensive. Im at a loss. It doesnt help that i have almost no money anyways. Boo to being broke.
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Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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| Subject: | bleh.... |
| Time: | 7:43 pm. |
| Mood: |  bleh. i hate vomit. | | Music: | Rent Soundtrack ~ One Song Glory. |
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So im sick. Id like to apologize to everyone i was supposed to hang out with last night. I started vommitting for god knows what reason. So sorry i missed hanging out with you guys.
I miss the Tuscaloosa crew. I really am going to try to go to Montgomery to visit some of them (Andrew Callie, this means you). I may try for Thursday. Oh yeah and Austin and Miss Widgeon as well. Can't not see those two. Then I'll have to find a way to see Ryan, Gen, and Lindsey as well. I just miss seeing the people I'm so used to seeing everyday...mostly without ever having to roll out of bed. Now i have to not only get out of bed, but leave the house to see my friends. Oh well, i missed these guys too.
Long story short~ I miss the Tuscaloosa Gang. I love the break, but I'll be glad to see those kids again.
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Monday, December 19th, 2005
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I think Eric Idle had it right when he wrote "Look on the Bright Side of Life" specially the lines about looking on the bright side of death. Anyways, im glad to be home needless to say.
Tonight was fun in a lot of ways and disturbing in another.
So appearantly the whole home-crew has taken up smoking so im not alone when I do it. Night started out slow. Ended well though. Me and my bro Mykl ended up just kind of cruising around. We went to Dreamgirls cause the owner was throwing some huge ass Christmas bash. We think our friend Jason may have killed someone. He got into a fight, went outside, came back in covered in the other guy's blood, and nobody could find the guy he had been fighting with. SO we go the hell out of there. Me and Mykl headed to the Mariot for his work party. Hung out there for a while and listened to this guy he worked with talk about all the different kinds of shrooms he had. It was funny cause everybody there was so drunk. And there were still two bathtubs FULL of beer. So we left there and just drove around, smoked and talked. It was good for me. I needed to reconnect with him. We ended up just chilling at his house till about 3:30. THat was fun. Looked at the mess him and his girl Amira had made of his bed/bedroom. THat was worth a good few laughs. SO overall the night was pretty damn fun and good for me to get out of the house.
There was only one bad thing to tonight. Got a phonecall from some people. Some things were brought up that made me feel like shit. I think they were intentionally brought up, though I was told they werent. Still brought back bad memories that I wish would go away. I feel bad enough about that as it is without having it brought up by people that don't even know me. This is one of those things that I will never forgive myself for, and I really am sorry about all of it.
SO:
Court date is tomorrow at 11 AM and I dont have to go. So we will see what kind of shit i get into for that.
Appointment at 2 tomorrow downtown to look at getting this metal shit out of my mouth. Hopefully it will come out then, if not then I may take it out myself.
Christmas shopping out the ass to be done tomorrow for the family and a few friends that I feel the need to get them stuff (expecting nothing back naturally).
Hanging out with Mykl again hopefully.
I either need a drink, or to deck someone cause sadly enough thats still the kind of mood that I'm in right now. I mean i'm listening to Cradle of Filth for crying out loud. If you know what kind of music it is it will tell you what kind of mood i'm in.
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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
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yes it is. going to see Rent tonight...finally.
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Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one (or a lot of reasons) why I like/love/adore you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love.
by the way. I hate finals.
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Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
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brings back some good memories. Not just of my unit (the best one) but of all the team and the whole Gov Team crew. I love you all guys and i miss you all so much and all the good times we had goofing off.
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Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
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| Subject: | wow... |
| Time: | 11:47 pm. |
| Mood: | tired. | | Music: | Garden State Soundtrack. |
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So tonight was pretty cool. I went to Canterbury with Lindsey and the crew. Mainly i was driving Lindsey since she was speaking. Ended up staying the whole time. It was pretty amazing. I think I may have to start going more often. It was a lot of fun, and very enjoyable. tomorrow is semi busy. Then friday is up for debate at this point. too many options. oh well. we shall see what will happen.
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Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
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seriously all i have to say is this...
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!? WHY DOES THIS SHIT HAPPEN!?
thank you. that is all.
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